Beyond Order: 12 More Rules for Life

Beyond Order: 12 More Rules for Life is the highly anticipated follow-up to Jordan Peterson's bestselling book, 12 Rules for Life. In this book, Peterson continues his exploration of the intersection between psychology, philosophy, and religion, offering readers practical advice for navigating the complexities of modern life. The book is divided into 12 chapters, each of which explores a different aspect of life and provides readers with a "rule" for how to approach it. Some of the topics covered in the book include responsibility, identity, forgiveness, and creativity. One of the strengths of the book is its focus on practical, actionable advice. Peterson draws on a range of sources, from ancient mythology to contemporary psychology, to provide readers with concrete strategies for improving their lives. Whether you are looking to improve your relationships, develop a stronger sense of purpose, or overcome personal struggles, Peterson's insights and advice are sure to be helpful. Another strength of the book is Peterson's engaging and accessible writing style. He has a talent for distilling complex ideas into clear and understandable language, making the book easy to follow and enjoyable to read. However, it's important to note that the book is not without its controversies. Peterson has been criticized for some of his views, particularly around issues related to gender and identity politics. Some readers may find certain sections of the book challenging or offensive, and it's important to approach it with an open mind and a critical eye. Overall, Beyond Order is a thought-provoking and insightful book that is sure to be of interest to fans of Peterson's work. The book is full of practical advice and wisdom, and it offers readers a valuable perspective on how to navigate the complexities of modern life. Whether you are looking for guidance on personal growth, relationships, or creative endeavors, Beyond Order is sure to offer you valuable insights and tools for improving your life.

When I read and reviewed the first 12 Rules for Life book, I described it as a sort of self-help book for people who don't like self-help books. Present was the distillation of common sensical (but often unarticulated) ideas, but absent were the trite catch phrases and easy fixes that plague much of the genre. I'm pleased to report that the same can be said of this second volume. While this is ostensibly a self-help book that distills important psychological ideas into a dozen simple "rules" for living a better, more meaningful, and more productive life, it's much more than that. It's a wide-ranging treatise on psychology, philosophy, theology, and occasionally even politics (though not too much, and always in a fairly balanced treatment). It's true that the rules themselves are somewhat simplistic--some might even say self-evident. And that's a fair statement. The value in such a book as this, though, is less in the list of rules as they can be read in the table of contents, but in the immeasurably rich explanations and analyses that explain--at a remarkably deep level--the sound psychological, philosophical, historical, theological, mythological, and narrative reasons for each of the rules. The author has an amazing talent for seamlessly combining important ideas from all of these disparate fields in a manner that manages to be accessible to a wide audience without ever speaking down or boring readers who are already familiar with his subjects. It's a rare book indeed that can transition so effortlessly between discussions of cognitive neuroscience to the Bible to Harry Potter and back. That's true of both this book and its predecessor (to which I also gave a five-star review). However, I have to say in all honesty, this book manages to escape the all too common pitfalls of sequels and indeed might even surpass the original (though I maintain that it's best read less as a sequel and more as a second volume of a single long work). Admittedly, some of the examples revisit subjects already familiar from the previous book (or from Peterson's other writings or lectures), but these few stories are important enough that they bear repeating. More importantly, the new material is invariably fascinating, filled with historical notes, literary analyses, scriptural interpretations, and--my personal favorites--psychological case studies. With regard to that last category, this book manages to accomplish something remarkable: it is a self-help book that does not insult the psychologically literate reader. Instead, it draws deeply from the psychological literature (particularly the psychoanalysts, though certainly not limited to them alone) and might even inspire some readers to pursue further study of psychology or even a career in clinical practice. Most importantly, the book differentiates itself from the bulk of its genre by eschewing the easy and the feel-good in favor of the real and the substantial. There are no trite mantras, no happy cliches, no greeting card philosophies. Instead, there are real--often brutal, but equally often hopeful--psychological insights. This is the kind of self-help book that could genuinely help the reader who heeds its advice, precisely because it offers oft-difficult substance rather than simple but ultimately meaningless pronouncements. At a time when much of the world seems shallowly moored at best--and completely unmoored at worst--this book is a godsend for those looking to lead a more meaningful (and with any luck, happier) existence. I cannot recommend it (and its predecessor, though you can easily read the books in any order) highly enough.

We all know this, that after a huge, fabulous and highly-successful first of anything, following up is a tough call. The first 12 Rules for Life was such a delight, and a lovely introduction to some pretty highbrow philosophical mainstays that most people wouldn't easily face, that I had wondered, as I finished it a year or two ago, just WHAT Dr. Peterson would/could/might write next. That didn't matter much, of course, as that first "12 Rules..." was so brimming with great food for thought that I figured I could just flip it over and re-read it, a lot and for a long while, until whatever follow-up came out. My first impressions, on navigating its first dozen or so pages, was that it "felt" different from the first, a bit more intimate, and bit less academic and footnotey, but just as direct and linguistically precise. That's always a treat. There is a feeling, when reading Dr. Peterson, that he weighs his words very carefully (as he of course also recommends that we all strive to do) and that despite the great care he takes to wrap his ideas in just the right expressions, he never loses his trademark down-to-earth style and clear accessibility. Many with his academic credentials and experience would quickly sound lofty and a bit stilted in similar complicated landscapes of thought, but Dr. Peterson somehow keeps it fresh and within reach. That's not to say that any of this is "light" reading, as it is far too substantial to deserve such a label, but it feels more like deep, demanding and insightful conversation at a friend's house, than any sort of one-way lecture at some haughty institution. Indeed, there are many passages which are downright funny, plainly or a few layers beneath the obvious, and they serve to underline that dinner-conversation feeling, which keeps this book and its former near-namesake totally enjoyable, sweetly challenging and, at times, brutally direct. We are all on a similar journey, of grand, wonderful and sometimes despicable humanity, trying to dodge responsibility, cheat the game, choke our conscience, cover our tracks and protect the worst parts of ourselves, for some silly reason... Dr. Peterson reminds us of all that (and quite a bit more) and he manages to do this with total inclusivity, without talking "down" to anyone, making it clear that he too faces pretty much the same challenges, which spare no one. That kind of wisdom, paradoxically, could come from your favorite farmer, guru, midwife or bus-stop stranger, but Dr. Peterson does a much better job getting those thoughts on paper. The book is a gem. Lazy thinkers or change-reluctant readers may resist the workout, but they'll lose out. This is not a tough read, but it's not pop-psychology either.

Hey there! Today, I'm thrilled to share my thoughts on "Beyond Order: 12 More Rules for Life" by Jordan B. Peterson. As someone who found immense value in "12 Rules for Life," diving into "Beyond Order" felt like reconnecting with an old friend. Peterson's wisdom continues to resonate deeply, offering new insights and guidance for navigating life's complexities. Each rule in this sequel builds upon the foundation laid out in the previous book, delving even deeper into the nuances of existence. From embracing responsibility to finding balance amidst chaos, Peterson's teachings provide a roadmap for personal growth and fulfillment. Reading "Beyond Order" is like embarking on a journey of self-discovery, with each chapter offering a fresh perspective and a renewed sense of clarity. It's a reminder that life is a continual process of learning and adaptation, and that there's always room for growth. So, if you found "12 Rules for Life" to be a valuable companion on your journey, I highly recommend picking up a copy of "Beyond Order." It's sure to offer further insights and inspiration as you continue to navigate the complexities of life.

In this follow-up to his bestselling 12 Rules for Life, Jordan Peterson offers another set of profound insights into navigating the complexities of life. Beyond Order explores the balance between stability and change, focusing on how individuals can find meaning, purpose, and direction amid chaos. Each of the twelve rules presented is designed to guide readers in taking responsibility, confronting adversity, and cultivating a meaningful life. What I appreciated most was how Peterson’s advice is both philosophical and practical, grounded in deep psychological insights, but also applicable to real-world challenges. His writing challenges the reader to reflect on their own values and choices, making this a thought-provoking and transformative read. If you’re interested in self-improvement, psychology, or exploring deeper meanings in life, Beyond Order is a must-read.

The catastrophic over-diagnosis of ‘neurosis’ in these trying times is taken to task, lest all end up as ‘neurotics’ for good. This book was not only more personal and heartfelt than its predecessor, but also had a slightly more authentic tone throughout. One can almost see the wisdom of this man's conscience develop from the previous book 12 Rules for Life, to this book Beyond Order. Much of it is indeed a rephrasing and rehashing of his previous book, but a great deal is refreshingly novel and some things even just straight unexpected. One might feel like a hero of heroes just by reading certain aspects and 'scenes' of the book. Anyone who found 12 rules for life beneficial is almost sure to find this also, as one might say, an added layer of gold knightly armor to lay upon the previous layer. In addition if you or someone you know or love, is involved with benzodiazepines or other anti-psychotic medications, or is struggling with them, then this book will help you understand how you are not alone regarding such serious and sometimes even, life and death serious; problems. The attention drawn to the societal ignorance regarding benzodiazepines and other (potentially) dangerous medication is brought to the fore. Hits Hard On the inevitableness of both anxiety and acute depression as an ever present and eternal threat that only the ‘Hero within’ can slay. Anxiety does not imply the ‘Need’ for anti-psychotics. Anxiety is normal phenomenon and can easily be a necessary precursor to further development,(one’s unconscious simply demanding that you start exercising for example!) and not, as many say, pathological, and these points are driven home perhaps better than any other.

We all have our own rules that we make up and follow in order to lead a meaningful life. Always eat a hearty breakfast to start the day, for example, or never go to sleep angry with our partner. In this book (his second in the series) Peterson shares 12 of his rules for living a life of purpose. They center around doing—embracing—difficult things, like assuming responsibility where it has been abdicated, not allowing old memories to continue to haunt us, and remaining grateful for the positive things we have despite the suffering that accompanies life. Why do difficult things? He asks his readers to imagine the following conversation: “‘Do you want difficulty?’ ‘No, I want ease.’ ‘In your experience, has doing something easy been worthwhile?’ ‘Well, no, not very often.’ ‘Then perhaps you really want something difficult.’” He reasonably concludes that doing difficult things is necessary in order to understand “the reason for Being itself.” While this not only improves society for those around us, it is also the key to improving ourselves as individuals. “What is a truly reliable source of positive emotion?” he once again asks his readers. The answer is that “people experience positive emotion in relationship to the pursuit of a valuable goal.” Psychologically, it’s the journey, not the destination, that brings us the most positive emotion. And, the more grandiose the goal, the more grandiose the feelings we experience as we make strides towards its completion. Examining the state of society today, Peterson openly ponders a theory of responsibility, writing about how it is not only “appropriate to grant power to competent authorities, if they are solving necessary problems,” but that “it is equally appropriate to be one of those competent authorities, if possible, when there is a perplexing problem at hand.” Sometimes it is not enough to stand on the metaphorical sidelines and observe the problems of the world; sometimes we must be the ones to actively take on the role of problem-solver. If we won’t, who will? There is an entire chapter on conquering our past so as to stop it from dominating our present, and while that is certainly on the list of difficult things we should all pursue, it is of lower importance than doing difficult things here and now. “It has been known for decades, explicitly (and forever, implicitly) that self-initiated confrontation with what is frightening or unknown is frequently curative.” Acknowledging and voluntarily confronting our fears is an act of courage that is “deeply reassuring at the most fundamental levels of psychological being.” Not only should we confront scary things in order to overcome our fears, we should do them to improve our psychological health! In a few places in his book, Peterson examines the need for both conservative and liberal types of people to work together to produce a functioning society. Conservatives carefully implement processes of tried-and-true value, and the creative, liberal types “determine how what is old and out of date might be replaced by something new and more valuable.” By coming together to work in harmony, conservatives and liberals can bring a healthy balance to the regulation of society. Conservatives bring security of place, order, and predictability to life’s chaos, while liberals rightly caution against the destruction of the living planet by pollution and climate change. No matter how beautiful the natural world, it is the job of conservatives to remind us that it is always conspiring to starve, sicken, and kill us. Likewise, it is the job of liberals to continue to push for change in the areas where society is lacking because without constant change and innovation we will succumb to entropy. As he offers his advice on self-improvement and pursuing difficult goals, Peterson reminds his readers to assume that our biggest enemy is ourselves. “Consider the characters fabricated by second-rate crafters of fiction,” he writes: “they are simply divided into those who are good and those who are evil. By contrast, sophisticated writers put the divide inside the characters they create, so that each person becomes the locus of the eternal struggle between light and darkness.” It is much more psychologically appropriate (and much less dangerous socially) to assume that “it is your weaknesses and insufficiencies that are damaging the world” than to assume “saintlike goodness on the part of you and your party.” This is also sound advice, for it is easy to see the faults of others and always more difficult to diagnose our own. Once again, we should do the difficult thing and examine ourselves. The overarching theme of this book is that life is chaos and the best way to bring order to its anarchy and entropy is to voluntarily take on difficult tasks.

I can't even describe how much the previous 12 Rules For Life worked on me. I have said this for a very long time regarding Jordan Peterson, he is the thinker that puts words to my unorganized thoughts. There are obviously many new ideas that I learn from him, consisting of thoughts from a myriad of other great thinkers that he has has read and researched in his life/career, however, one frequent thing that I have happen to me when I am reading his work or listening to him is, finally having the words to attach to ideas that I already knew to be true. Beyond Order, in my opinion, delves deeper than the previous 12 Rules For Life. Although I loved that book and will read it again for a 3rd time, there were moments where I felt certain chapters could have been shorter in order to get his point across (and a great length); although I understand his reason for writing it the way that he did, because they were all fully fleshed out complex ideas that he as been thinking about for a long long time that would not have been done justice had he not written about them in full detail. With this book however, I felt that it managed to have that same sort of intrigue and fleshing out of ideas without that similar feeling I had of the chapters being too long. Like every person I battle with the tragedies of life, occasional temporal feeling of loneliness (especially considering covid), and vast intellectual questions regarding many other struggles. This book has helped me tighten my focus with certain aspects of my life, and better organize myself. I am excited to learn more from it, as well as Jordan as time continues and if life permits. Thank you Dr. Peterson, God bless everyone

Ich machte mir ernsthafte Sorgen. In den letzten Monaten schien es nicht gut bestellt um Peterson. Viel war da die Rede von Zusammenbrüchen, Medikamentenabhängigkeiten, von Wachkomazuständen inklusiver einer Krankenhausodyssee durch verschiedene Spezialkliniken in Osteuropa. Was ist nicht alles geschehen? In Interviews sah er leichenblass, müde und ziemlich abgekämpft aus. Gleich am Anfang von "Beyond Order", in der Ouvertüre, berichtet der Autor mit bewundernswürdiger Offenheit über seine Unzulänglichkeiten und inneren Kämpfe, ohne jemals seine Medikamentenabhängigkeit zu verharmlosen, was seiner eigenen Heldengeschichte sicher nicht schadet. Da mich Freud, Jung, Hesse, das Alte Testament und Dostojewski seit jeher magisch reizen, habe ich Petersons Werdegang mit Interesse verfolgt. Angefangen habe ich mit Maps of Meaning, damals noch ein Kultbuch für Eingeweihte, schaute ich seine Vorlesungsreihe zu Mythologie, wenig später erfolgte der Aufstieg zur Kultfigur, die immer prominenter platzierten Kontroversen und Streitgespräche, der Höhepunkt der Aufmerksamkeit bei diversen Gender-Gefechten, das Philosophen-Battle mit Zizek und schließlich der schleichende Benzodiazepin-induzierte Rückzug. Soviel Vorgeplänkel. Frisch ran ans Werk, Freunde. Zu allererst fand ich es extrem spannend gerade in solchen Zeiten Peterson zu lesen. Selbst gerade aus Corona-Untiefen zurückgekehrt, gewinnt man Halt bei jemand Bekanntem. Irgendwie hatten schon die ersten Leseseiten etwas Beruhigendes, wie das Treffen eines alten Freundes, der einen an die eigene Verantwortung erinnert. Und bald hörte ich beim Lesen schon Jordans nasale Stimme mit dem kanadischen Alberta-Akzent, die so gerne "abuut" statt "about" sagt und es als brillanter Rhetoriker versteht, sein Publikum zu fesseln. Nach seinem Vorgängerbuch, dem immens erfolgreichen Ratgeber "12 Rules For Life", für Fans mittlerweile wichtiger als die Zehn biblischen Gebote, folgen nun 12 weitere Lebensratschläge. In "Beyond Order" schlägt Peterson einen ähnlichen Ton an, konzentriert sich vor allem auf das Überthema "(Über-)Leben in unsicheren Zeiten". Im Zentrum steht weiterhin die Mythologie, also die stetige individuelle Suche nach Sinn und Bedeutung im irdischen Dasein. Wie gewohnt feuert der Intellektuelle seine Breitseiten gegen die Auswüchse von zunehmender Sprachkritik und ermüdender PC-Madness, allerdings etwas abgemildert, vielleicht auch in meiner Erinnerung, und weniger scharfzüngig als zuvor. Die Kapitel sind wieder wunderbar in ihrer Klarheit, kalt in ihrer Argumentation und gestochen scharf im Stil. Ich kann mir gut vorstellen, wie der Autor, trotz seiner Krankheitsphase, um jeden Satz und jede Formulierung mit sich und seinen Schatten gerungen hat. Wie soll man sich durch das Chaos der Moderne navigieren? Peterson geht tautologisch vor und bewegt sich vom Großen aufs Kleine. "Junge, kehr vor deiner eigenen Haustüre, räum dein Zimmer auf!" Ratschläge zum richtigen Führen einer Beziehung (Ratschlag X Honesty and Trust) tauchen ebenso auf wie Berichte aus dem Klinikalltag und dazwischen versteht Peterson es eine Mythengeschichte einzuflechten. Chaos ist laut Peterson nicht per se schlecht, da auf der anderen Seite der fiese Zwillingsbruder namens "Ordnung" lauert. Mit zu viel Struktur und Ordnung droht uns Stagnation. Echte Bildung funktioniert dabei weder über die reflexhafte Aneignung von Altem oder Neuem. Wie der Titel schon verrät, schlägt Peterson einen Mittelweg vor zwischen "Chaos" und "Ordnung". Die Kernbotschaft lautet heruntergebrochen, dass wir einerseits die Tradition kennen und Sinnvolles bewahren müssen, uns andererseits aber auch ins Neue, Unbekannte wagen sollen. Dieses bemerkenswerte Buch endet, dann mit einem bemerkenswerten XII. Ratschlag: "Be grateful in spite of your suffering". Selbst wenn wir uns am Boden der sozialen Hierarchie befinden, sollen wir Demut und Dankbarkeit empfinden, dass es Menschen mit größerer Ausstrahlung und Expertise gibt, welche für uns Probleme lösen. Keine einfache Übung, wie der Meister selbst gesteht, aber die Hinwendung zum Religiösen hätte ich so nicht erwartet. Zusammen mit seinem Vorgänger bildet "Beyond Order" somit eine grandiose Einheit, ein hellsichtiges Manifest, das Petersons liberale und konservative Ansichten vereinigt, wider der grassierenden Unvernunft. Grandioses Comeback!

The book is soo good

Peterson foi capaz de se superar, seguindo primorosamente a regra 4 de seu primeiro livro mainstream. (Compare-se consigo mesmo como era ontem, não com como alguém é hoje) Este livro mira o topo de rankings nas listas de melhores livros para ler na vida, para mim está entre os 5 melhores que já li, e sei que o lerei mais de uma vez. É muito relevante, tocando em assuntos significativos em grande abrangência e profundidade. Amizade, responsabilidade, significado, relacionamentos afetivos, saúde psíquica, liderança consciente e muitos outros. Peterson é capaz de operacionalizar insights de todas as áreas de conhecimento que ele tem (E são muitas) e descrever motivos fortes o suficiente para persuadir o subconsciente! Tente convencer uma pessoa a escolher responsabilidade, e verá que não é uma tarefa fácil, e, creio, esta é a missão deste grande autor. Mais sobre persuadir o subconsciente. Em sua terceira regra (Não esconda coisas não desejadas na névoa) é surpreendente o quanto Peterson consegue por meio da racionalidade mergulhar em assuntos sensíveis, e tentar salvar o leitor de más escolhas, embora hajam alternativas mais fáceis no curto prazo. Sinto que, ler este livro e refletir sobre cada seção é como ser atendido pelo psicólogo Peterson (Que medo!). O que ficou claro para mim, ao concluir seu terceiro livro, é que a filosofia de Peterson, é uma de responsabilidade. Não que outras escolas não tenham advogado isso, mas a clareza que o autor articula e reúne textos para defender a ideia de que uma vida feliz é uma vida de responsabilidade, virtude e ética é chocante. Não só suas regras tem um aspecto de senso comum, mas seu texto tenta demonstrar ao leitor o "espírito" dessas mesmas regras. Eu não ousaria ser mais eloquente do que a regra 1 deste livro (Não denegrir descuidadamente as instituições sociais ou realizações artísticas) para colocar esse ponto. Em síntese, seja consciente sobre as consequências e significados de suas ações, se assim for, pode-se desafiar leis e regras rígidas. Agora, o peso da responsabilidade não é pequeno. Invocando a linguagem do próprio autor, talvez responsabilidade seja outro nome do dragão. Guarda grandes desafios e riscos, além de gratas surpresas, aprendizados e recompensas. A maior de todas, significado para a vida. Este livro é tão bom, que eu já aguardo sua versão traduzida para compartilhar com amigos e familiares, assim como fiz com o primeiro. Diria que aqueles que desejem encarar de verdade a jornada, ou aventura, em busca de sucesso verdadeiro devem ler este livro. Este, de fato, é um livro de auto-ajuda. Suas reflexões são tão penetrantes, e lidam diretamente com autossabotagem, que é difícil passar "ileso" ao ler o livro com pelo menos uma moderada abertura para a mudança. Por ileso, quero dizer que o livro vai forçar o leitor não só a melhorar, mas trabalhar a fonte da iniciativa e da decisão. Ajudará a refletir sobre a questão fundamental: Porque mudar? Porque agora? Não há tempo a perder. Compre, leia e dê uma cópia para um amigo. Com aquele bilhete: Estou te dando este livro, mas eu te amo! Afinal, Peterson não passa a mão na cabeça. Nem em seus outros livros, nem nesse. Ao meu ver, este, e 12 regras para vida, são a "tradução" do primeiro livro de Jordan B. Peterson (Maps of Meaning) para uma linguagem mais acessível. Um livro capaz de "revolucionar a psicologia da religião", e causar tamanho impacto entre os mais respeitados intelectuais dos campos da teologia, psicologia, mitologia e outros; é apenas um fortíssimo indício de que seu pensamento consolida revelações, ou ao menos organiza informações e percepções da ciência em múltiplas dimensões, que são capazes de gerar grande benefício e entendimento sobre questões importantes do ser humano. A "regra" mais influente em todo o texto para mim foi (p.73) "Pay attention, above all, even to what is monstrous and malevolent, and speak wisely and truthfully."

Proprio come 12 regole per la vita, Beyond Order è un capolavoro. Un libro stupendo che approfondisce quanto già costruito non più dandoci delle regole minime, ma insegandoci ad andare oltre non solo per vivere una vita piena di significato, ma, questa volta, per eccellere ed essere i migliori noi stessi possibili. Nel libro Peterson tratta di psicologia, sociologia, letteratura, religione, è un libro enciclopedico che unisce una miriade di riferimenti, teorici, pratici e mitologici in un formulario da portare sempre con sè. C'è il Peterson professore, quello psicologo e c'è il Peterson uomo, tutti loro collaborano gli uni gli altri nel darsi una mano a darCI una mano. Ci mostra la strada davanti a noi, ripida e piena di sassi, che porta alla gioia e alla soddisfazione di se stessi. Non vi confondente, non è il "solito" libro di auto aiuto, non sono commenti banali triti e ritriti, il libro vi metterà faccia a faccio coi vostri dubbi, le vostre debolezze, le vostre banalità ed i vostri errori, ma, citando uno dei suggerimenti di Peterson "non bisogna nascondere nella nebbia ciò che non ci piace". Il libro ci fa affrontare e, si spera, sconfiggere la parte peggiore di noi, per farci spiegare le ali. Non fermatevi alle tante assurdità che dicono sull'autore, alcune delle sue idee possono sembrare ataviche, anacronistiche, persino campate in aria (non la penso così, ma rispetto chi lo fa), ma leggendo il suo libro vi garantisco che percepirete chiaramente l'intendo di dare una mano, di spendere una parola d'incoraggiamento per coloro che qualcosa del genere non l'hanno mai ricevuto. Più di tutto mi sento non solo di lasciare 5 stelle, ma di ringraziare Peterson per il suo sincero sforzo nell'aiutare chi si sente alla deriva e cerca, letteralmente, un appiglio nel mare del caos.

I like Beyond Order, but the writing is overly complex....I said. I always told myself for years that I've done everything wrong in life I could possibly do, and the book was definitely a good tool to confirm that . Every chapter after the 3rd was a punch in the gut, hard enough to get me on my knees. It wasn't fun but i'd definately recommend you to read it.